mental disorder :(

I really don't like this feeling..can i just cry out loud?? 
I wanted somebody to listen..but i don't have any!!
Hari-hari aQ ketawa..macam xde ape-ape p0n yang berlaku..
aQ tak perlu duit..kereta ke ape ke..
all I need is someone that i can talk too..someone that i can trust..
I really hate this feeling!!

I was once with a person I gave everything too! He was always first when I was last, he had my whole heart when I only had half of his, and when it all fell apart he took my heart wit him.The pieces are slowly starting to be put back together and I wouldn't change the way I treated him because I loved him.

to that "someone"...

I miss you when something good happens, because your the one I want to share it with. I really miss you when something is troubling me, because your the one that understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.
I miss you!!

I really do..

love,
myra espiranza

syawal datang lagi :)

Setahun sekali Syawal datang lagi..uhuu~ hari ni aQ nak cite pasal riang ria raya aQ tahun neh..xde la ria mane pon..riang je ade la..ahaa..

mcm biase la..puasa mst ade terkantoi..(perempuan katenye..) tp yg paling syok..mase aQ nak beli baju raya!

guess what?? cito eh cmni..disobabkan badan den yg size mcm superhero neh..maka x byk choice la baju raya haku..cito eh cmni..pado hari aQ nak boli baju 2..aQ pon cari la baju kurung yg boleh membuka nafsu utk dibeli oleh aQ menggunakan duit mak bapak aQ..tp malangnye, bile g je kedai baju size sume xde..sesampai aQ kt satu kedai neh..ngan muke selamber land aQ ckp kt brader jual baju 2.. "Agaknye kt Seremban ni byk pompuan gemok kn? sbb 2 xde baju dah..pas2 byk fashion designer neh xnak bg org badan2 bear neh pakai baju..nak suruh bogel gak eh.." pastu brader 2 pon terkulat2 pandang aQ yg tgh hangin..haha :)

akhirnye..setelah separuh mati aQ an mak aQ berjalan..jumpe gak baju yg berkenan dihati..aQ beli kt kedai XXXXXL (ni da kes geram tahap gaban neh) ahaa..

ni la baju raya aQ!!

Ni la gambar baju yg aQ beli..kononnye berkenan dihati :p ahaa..

so, sampai sini dulu cite Raya aQ..jap ag aq tulis ag..skang nak tido..byeee...

love,

myra espiranza